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God with a hearing problem
I am in dark
in pain,
Lonely
Missing the ones
That disapeared just like that.
How could you do that to me?
Every day I pray you
Need you to help me
To decide for me,
To give me a shoulder
And guide me
But you failed me
Again and again.
God!
You got a hearing problem?
But who am I any way?
Nothing but
sum total of your own consciousness
The voice within you
your own creation for your sustainance
You create me in your own image
Whom you can only connect
When you are in silence and in peace.
How could I do that
In the middle of noisy
Impossible rushing rapids
I am even unable to canoe
And you want me
To look for the direction too?
I am on a run
From myself
From the world I am in
To the world of my dreams
Can't you see that?
Are you blind too??
Heh omniscient,
Come on!
You could see better
Me
My emotions
My pain
My desires
My future
And guide me
Away from my pain.
Can’t you?
Your eyes are my eyes
Your inner feelings
Stripped of wishes against wishes
are my words of wisdom
So,
Sit back and relax, my baby
And look at you from a distance
With affection
But no emotion
And read yourself like a book
All of its pages
And miss nothing
And then you will
See me
Hear me
And
be me.
((*.*))
Imagene
June 1999 |