Portrait of my Lover

I comb every place
To find you
To fill myself
With the meaning of life

Once I see you
Love oozes out from me like lava
My heart fills with compassion
And kindness for you,
And I become happy
Very happy.

Sometimes
I feel like touching you
And to be touched
And sleep on your lap
And let you sleep on mine.
Gently caressing each other’s hair
And marking each other
Very messy
with smudges

But I don’t want to know you
Don’t want to be near you
Scared to melt the ice sculpture
In the summer’s sun.

Let the haunting smile
The mosaic of bodyscapes
The message filled illusive eyes
The throbbing red rose lips
Your heart heaped with
Tender loving care
Your tender touch
melting the agony of living
Of one you love
Perfuse me
Permeate me
Inebriate me
To be in love with you
Forever.

((*.*))

July 30, 2000