INDEX

The Absolute Gifts

Arrival and Departure

Ascent of a man

Becoming a Being

Beyond the twilight zone

The Creatures in the Basement

Creature of Rhythm

Cluster Bombing

The Dance of the Breeze

Death is such a waste

Dream of a Sexagenarian

The Elusive Lotus Flower

The eternal Artist

The fallen Beauty

The fantastic Web

Fingerprints of the Force

The four-letter word

My Grandmother

The Horizontal Journey

The Killing Field

Land Of Amorphous

Looking for Something in Dark

The Meaning of Life

Midlife Crisis

The milk ocean churned

The other Path

Path of no return

Picture Imperfect

Pollen Count

Query in the Twilight Zone

The right way to live

The River of life

River Run

Follow the Script

Seventeen Years Later

Listening to the Silence

A sojourn in the wonderland

Thriving with Poison

Voyage of a Swan

Waiting at the bus stop

What Am I Doing Here

When a Person becomes a Body

When does the life begin?

 

Midlife Crisis

One day
I woke up
from my daily living
and looked to my garden
and found
the Tulip bulbs I had planted
did not sprout,

The spring lasted only for a while
and in the midst of hot summer
and bone chill winter
I suddenly realized
who I am
why I am where I am
and didn't want to accept it.

The dreams of being a superman
by Giligan,
got replaced
by the world trip on a trade mill
the stark reality of living
glowed bright on my ever receding hair line

The child in me
cried, can't be true!
The youth in me
cried, I can do it!
The man in me
stood there
the prisoner of  time, space and biology
and yelled
Take it or leave it!.
((*.*))
April 04, 1998