INDEX

The Absolute Gifts

Arrival and Departure

Ascent of a man

Becoming a Being

Beyond the twilight zone

The Creatures in the Basement

Creature of Rhythm

Cluster Bombing

The Dance of the Breeze

Death is such a waste

Dream of a Sexagenarian

The Elusive Lotus Flower

The eternal Artist

The fallen Beauty

The fantastic Web

Fingerprints of the Force

The four-letter word

My Grandmother

The Horizontal Journey

The Killing Field

Land Of Amorphous

Looking for Something in Dark

The Meaning of Life

Midlife Crisis

The milk ocean churned

The other Path

Path of no return

Picture Imperfect

Pollen Count

Query in the Twilight Zone

The right way to live

The River of life

River Run

Follow the Script

Seventeen Years Later

Listening to the Silence

A sojourn in the wonderland

Thriving with Poison

Voyage of a Swan

Waiting at the bus stop

What Am I Doing Here

When a Person becomes a Body

When does the life begin?

 

Looking for Something in Dark

Sometimes sadness crawls in
Like the fog invading the football field
In the middle of the winter night

Unknowingly,
I am looking for something
Looking for somebody
In the darkness of my existence
To make this life
Little more colorful
Little more
Something.

Morning and evening
From sunrise to late in the evening
I work and
Consume the time
Or the time consumes me
I wander and wonder
Like a machine
In an auto run
As if I am in a race
With the time
With the seasons
With the moon and stars
Running nonstop
But with no goal

I ask myself
What am I doing here?
Is it what I want to do?
Is it what will give me
Something to hang on to?
Like everybody else?
Just living
For the living sake.
But for what end?
For what purpose?
 ((*.*))
December 2001