INDEX

Bird of Paradise

Butterflies my Alibi

Camera Eye

castaway by choice

Chocolate Man

Constant Confrontation

Dashavatara

The discovery of the Interior

The Double Role

An ever changing Stream

Everything Changing Around Me

The Final Glow of Life

The Final Exit

Fountain of Thirst

A Hopeless Dreamer

I, Me and Myself

I just wonder

Kanya Avatar

Kanya Sahasranama

Life through a Pinhole

The Meaning of my Existence

Metamorphosis of a Bookworm

A Monster named Desire

My Satisfaction

Painted Soul

Past presents me to the Future

The path less travelled

Reflecting on me

Reflection on my life

Same World Different Universe

Sampling Trip

The Search for my Identity

Searching for the Meaning

Seeing the invisible

The Serenity of Emptiness

Snow wants to fall on Sahara

Spring Cleaning

Under water Volcano

Valentine’s Escape

In the wee Hour of the Morning

 

 

 

 

Everything Changing Around Me

Everyday offers
A new discovery
A new bud
A new vision
To make the life worth living
One more day.

From the dances of the bees
To the eyes of the lovers
To the pollens
And sensual color of the flowers
And the odor of the pheromones
Smear the sunset colors on
Otherwise
Very dull, deleterious
Difficult process
Called
Making a living
And the final goal
Being
Getting old
Getting sick
And dying.

I wonder a lot
Looking at my body
The ever-changing body
The new things sneaking in
All the time
And lo and behold
I am becoming somebody else
Similar to me
But not quiet
Inside and out
Changing
And changing again
As the present slides into the past
And the present devours the future

I am here
A house with ever rearranged furniture
Remodeled
Refurbished
But still full of old junk
Collected from baby days
A gemische of input
I am holding on
Like a baby blanket
To feel secure
To feel I am alive.

Then the changes all over
All around me
Sneaking in
Piercing in
Like the gong sound
Asking me to come out
And see
Every thing changing
Around me.
((*.*))
August 12, 2002