INDEX

Bird of Paradise

Butterflies my Alibi

Camera Eye

castaway by choice

Chocolate Man

Constant Confrontation

Dashavatara

The discovery of the Interior

The Double Role

An ever changing Stream

Everything Changing Around Me

The Final Glow of Life

The Final Exit

Fountain of Thirst

A Hopeless Dreamer

I, Me and Myself

I just wonder

Kanya Avatar

Kanya Sahasranama

Life through a Pinhole

The Meaning of my Existence

Metamorphosis of a Bookworm

A Monster named Desire

My Satisfaction

Painted Soul

Past presents me to the Future

The path less travelled

Reflecting on me

Reflection on my life

Same World Different Universe

Sampling Trip

The Search for my Identity

Searching for the Meaning

Seeing the invisible

The Serenity of Emptiness

Snow wants to fall on Sahara

Spring Cleaning

Under water Volcano

Valentine’s Escape

In the wee Hour of the Morning

 

 

 

In the wee Hour of the Morning

 

In the wee hour of the morning
Before the day starts does the cat stretch
I sit down alone
Silently
And wonder
About me and you
And all around us
And ask myself
Who am I
What am I doing here
And why?

I walk silently
On the tapestry of my past
Touching the steps I took
The dirt, the decay
The dire times
The time my body changed
My mind changed
Wanting some thing
I did not know
Dare not to ask

But I asked a lot
Wondered a lot
About the life around me
About the icons around me
The things my mom did
The priest did
And farmers did

I still ask
As my ignorance betrays me
The more I think I know
I feel more helpless
More childlike
Running after butterflies
And hoping
One day
I will know it all.
((*.*))
June 01, 1999