INDEX

The Absolute Gifts

Bird of Paradise

Butterflies my Alibi

Camera Eye

castaway by choice

Chocolate Man

Constant Confrontation

Dashavatara

The discovery of the Interior

The Double Role

An ever changing Stream

Everything Changing Around Me

The Final Glow of Life

The Final Exit

Fountain of Thirst

A Hopeless Dreamer

I, Me and Myself

I just wonder

Kanya Avatar

Kanya Sahasranama

Life through a Pinhole

The Meaning of my Existence

Metamorphosis of a Bookworm

A Monster named Desire

My Satisfaction

Painted Soul

Past presents me to the Future

The path less travelled

Reflecting on me

Reflection on my life

Same World Different Universe

Sampling Trip

The Search for my Identity

Searching for the Meaning

Seeing the invisible

The Serenity of Emptiness

Snow wants to fall on Sahara

Spring Cleaning

Under water Volcano

Valentine’s Escape

In the wee Hour of the Morning

 

 

Sampling Trip

I went to Costco
To taste the samples
Given by nice old ladies
Pasta, cheese, juices and cereals
And much more
But I usually don’t buy then.

At work
I got a taste of science and technology
Using a tiny potential
Of the software I use
Of the imperfect methods I use
To set up and analyze experiments
I feel very knowledgeable
By listening to seminar speakers
Their 40 years work in 15 min

Books decorate the shelves
At Barnes and Nobles
And internet libraries
But I have no time
To really read those and understand
Hence I read Reader’s digest
Book digest, book reviews and abstracts

I go on guided tours
Looking at the art and historical artifacts
In different countries
Taking photos
And bringing a souvenir made in China
To decorate my home
Without understanding
Or realizing the true nature of things

Over the weekends
All the social gatherings pile up
The pujas, the slokas, the rituals
Most of us barely understand
What the priest is reciting in Sanskrit
Words in Vedas, Upanishads, Gita and Puranas
Entice us like red balloons to kids
But I have no depth in any of these

My life has been a sampling trip
Full of window shopping
Testing the flavor of cheese slices
In a French restaurant
Without really
Knowing the essence
Of what life offers
((*.*))
March 2008